Today was gewd and bad. Not much homework, not that tired, and did well on bio tiz (reverse what i thought)
What shot EVERYTHING down was the fact that my friends mom died X(. I dont get it. Why do Mothers have to die like that so easily? This is why I don't believe in god... A real being like that would prevent somehting like that. A car accident would not be able to happen, to leave my friend (hes thirteen and his birthday is in 2 weeks). And they were so close That just makes me sad.
Not much done today
2 - Nothing. Like, nothing. And I have a 100 in the class
3 - Finished hw in class, but its anoying
4 - eh? 12/14 on tiz. And I just realized how we were talking about survivorshipp patterns. Get a little older, and they slowly die off. His mom was in her 40s.
5 - I dont like my new seat. I am sitting behind michael chen. I liked sitting next to Joyce and behind Alice better. At least we rechange seats in like three weeks.
6- Messed up quiz, and storming of the bastille parts assigned. BESIEGER CITIZEN 2!
Swim - I felt like, so weird, and i felt out of place in the water -.- And Tomorrow, guys jv is swimming aginst Lakewood girls Frosh Soph. At least we have chris!
Got home at like 6, had to take COW. thats when I heard. I just don't know. I don't think I could live easily knowing that one parent of mine just died. I am afraid to call him.
Comments -
Renz - If I could do that, Id be away rite now. Id love that
Michelle - No... we arent. I just feel like being poetic is the best thing to do sometimes. And.... Cwap, lost my thought.
Isabel - HI ISABEL! YOU HAVE SIX LETTERS IN YOUR NAME (double MINE!) And theres a site that does it for you XD
Andrew - I don know. Who is she?
Question - How would you feel without one of your parents
Dedicated to the memory of Neelam Shah.
4 comments:
awdangit hard question.
it'd be completely different, cause they're kind of like positive and negative, except sometimes they switch positions and fight and don't go together. but i think it'd be much lonelier at home, and i'd probably be expecting both of them to come home, and then i'd remember.
its not just why do mothers have to die like that so easily, its other people too..
and to answer your question about why God would take someone like that:
1 Peter 1:7
These have come so that your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.
you can look at it in two different ways, and they're both really extreme -- either you say that this was truly terrible and horrible and that person didn't deserve to die, or that the person was really wonderful and that he/she's in Heaven now with God, rejoicing and such.
i don't mean to try and convert you or anything, im just telling the other side of the story. believe what you want.
this is why you learn to not take things for granted.
and make that the theme of your life.
like mine. (:
and you have to remember to cherish life for what it really is, and who makes your life worth living.
and really love those people.
cause i almost lost someone once.
and it's a pretty hard hit.
you really think life is perfect for you right now, and it IS.
you have everything you ever need.
you just need to learn to appreciate it more. (:
trust me, i would know.
btw michelle's comment is beautiful.
i would. not care if my dad died.
if my mom died, i'd be very emotional.
and. sorry bout your loss. but its no reason to not believe in god...
i mean everything will work out. trust me. and if you really believe not, then just do your part and try helping them.
i know easy for me to say this, cuz im just a spectator and you've actually been hurt =/ but still..hopes you and your friend get through it...
and i would say something totally christian, but that totally goes against what you said and michelle already put a verse up there soo yeaaah. :D
Just glazing over it, losing one of my parents doesn't seem that traumatizing. But, I said the same thing about my grandpa.
He had been in a deteriorating condition for over two years. I paid him a couple of visits but I never really wanted to go.
I knew he was going to go but I guess it didn't really occur to me. When I thought about it, I didn't tear up or really go further into what I would feel.
Then my mom rushes to Chinese school one Saturday. I'm talking to Jennifer and just chilling. She tells me in Chinese, "Grandpa just died." And I started crying. She rushed me to the hospital where he was residing and the tears wouldn't stop coming.
I never shared that with you and it's a really close memory but in light of what your friend and you are going through, I think it's cool. My prayers for your friend and his/her family.
All in all to answer your question: I don't know what I'd do if I lost one of my parents.
Oh and I would like to commend the previous speaker, Michelle, for an excellent comment. :]
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