I don't feel that great
I think I'm not the greatest friend, no matter how much I try
MUN is starting to piss me off beyond belief
Our CPR is being very rushed and we dont have much of an idea of what we are doing
I feel torn
I try to do much, but it doesn't make this pain go away
Only two high points right now
Formal
and
My grades
One thing, I really can't wait for. Another, no matter how good, I could give less than a damn about...
Am I doing too much? I feel like I am...
And I feel unrequited
I miss people I used to be friends with
even those that I still am
It
just
hurts
2 comments:
:(
-sarah
ditto sarah's comment
ahahha
but i think you should keep trying!
and just look forward to formal, like "I just have to get through this, and then it will all be over and we can all relax for a bit"
and because your grades are at a high point, you can do what's necessary, and get that over with, and tell people that you miss them and you feel out of touch with them! and plan something out with them where you can't back out. maybe something after formal, during that weekend? because it feels so good when you do something w/friends, even when you have a ton of homework to do - it's always good to take a break :)
okay you don't have to do what i say but that's my view of it.
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